I feel much more positive
this year than I have felt before; I know where I want to be in a years time, 5 years and 10. I realise who I am
, I know my sense of style
, I think that 2010 has started the better me, the girl who finally gets things done, sorts her life out, realise's what makes me happy
and what doesn't...there is only one thing I haven't grown within and that is the opposite sex, my longest relationship is still 4 days, 8 years ago - but with this in mind it doesn't really bother me that much, I haven't had my heart broken
by a boy I loved (I may have had it cracked though) And it has also given me time to realise what I look for in a man.
Before when it was all about good looks, humour and status its not about a guy that can make me smile in an instance, thinking of them out of the blue, a caring guy, a passionate one....Look at me talking about men! Apart from that im doing alright!
I have been saving a pound for every day so far
(around £50) and its going straight into my savings...which shall stay there until I really need it (to get a house of whatever) hopefully it will build up. (save £1 everyday for 1001 days)
I have been finally planning my travels
; looking at destinations Id love to go to, things I would like to do...I haven't looked at expense, flights etc yet! Im also upto date with my Final project and feeling very positive about it which is great :)The essay has started
(mind maps and so on)
2010 is the year to be positive and to look forward, not backwards...the memories are still there but you cannot change the past, but you can change the future (in a personal sense)
I am just rather happy right about now, I have been slacking with the gym because of the flu
and I don't have time to go their until Sunday or Monday now! - I still feel as if I haven't lost any weight...I know I have worked on my muscles because when I tense my arm you can feel and see the muscle - maybe I should cut down on them ones ;)
I will just have to work a little harder I guess.
I think its time for a m83, a cuppa and a film then bed, work tomorrow then a 1920's themed birthday party for Montana - but I am not dressing 1920's as I couldn't find anything :(night guys!